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Putting this here for now till I get on my computer The unending slumber I sleep in my nightmares, I wake to only a dream. The clock continues clicking, digging inside My brain.only dinging once on the stroke of night, hoping it will pay. I smile every time; hoping the torture will fade away. A day passes me by, only time enough to wipe it off my face. Within two blinks my life goes by, I become that of what is old and faded. Chisels going down my skin like markings on a grave. Withered and gray I hear a tick, my heart begins to drop. On the next, I'm young again, it only then starts to ache throb. Slowly losing sight, from inside this lovely bubble. Grasping to all my fumes, Dripping away like gas from rubble. Shadows only mock the day, when I lose my mind. Throwing it agaisnt a wall, to wipe away all this time. The arrows bleed inside my soul, its rivers all but dry. Contemplating each tick, but only on the inside. My double life is urging, like a drug sick pup i walk.